♀~*BiTtEr SwEeT*~♀

Sorry I haven't been updating. I had the time but I really wasn't in the mood to blog about anything. I didn't really have anything exciting to blog about so...

Well, I've got NEWS. I'll be flying off to KL this Thursday to start a whole new life. UiTM accepted me and my first thought was actually, "NO! THIS ISN'T HAPPENING! I DON"T WANT TO GO THERE!"
Haha... In the end I got over the whole drama and decided to go on with it and just accept the offer. I feel blessed to have gotten in UiTM even though it's not my ideal university and the course isn't my first choice to take up. So yea... I'll be taking up TESL in UiTM...

I don't think it would be so bad going there to study and all. I did at first because the life style there is so in contrast to the lifestyle here! It's so easy going back home! Even the city here is nothing compared to the hecticness of KL! OH GOSH~ Oh well, I think I will get used to it-I hope. It's also a comfort to know that my big sister Elaine is going to be there and I have some relatives staying there too. Thank God I don't have to stay in the campus. Well, except during orientaion which is A MUST! It's just a week or so-- SO no biggie. I egt to live with my sister in her apartment but she planning on moving out and getting a bigger place which is 'WOW'~ I'm a little worried+scared+nervous+EXCITED!!!

But I'm also sooooooooo SAD!!! I'm going to miss home! I can't even explain the extent of my sorrow... The people, the places, the lifestyle, the food, ETC!  I'm so going to miss everyone back home especially my family and friends here. Wish I was more prepared to leave so it wouldn't be so hard but either way, the hollowness I'm going to feel for leaving everyone and everything behind isn't avoidable. I just wish I had more time before I go!!

I'm glad I got to meet up with some friends yesterday for lunch. It was the last time we could see each other again in a long time. Boy, did they freak out when I told them I was leaving. Can't blame hem because I only gave them a weeks notice so they were all really taken by surprise. Everyone's got their own thing to do now, their own seperate ways to go, their own dreams to achieve. Some of my friends have gone for matriculation. Some have gone for form 6 and some are working. Others are still trying to find their way and there a are also those who will be flying off like me. *sigh* Too bad some friends couldn't make it yesterday. I don't have the time to go out again this week to meet up with anyone of them because I still have a lot to organize and prepare before I leave. I just hope we'll keep staying in touch...

So~ I've got 3 days to go now!!! I've never been on the plane or took a flight alone so I'm being a little paranoid about it... XD I really have to get used to getting by on my own... *sigh*

I'm going to miss you, KK! Thanks for all the awesome KK memories... (I'm behaving as if I'm not comin back ;P) And to all you beautiful people of KK. You know who you are. I'm going to miss you guys OH SO MUCH THAT IT MIGHT ACTUALLY KILL ME!!! Hope to see all of you again... I just booked a flight o come back on the 25th of JULY so I'll see most of you guys then~~

XOXO
Erica.